Saturday, November 25, 2006
She chose to walk alone, though others wondered why.
Refused to look before her, kept eyes cast upwards towards the sky.
She didn't have companions; no need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom from what she felt were puppet strings.
She longed to be a bird, that she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass, for planted they would stay.
She longed to be a flame that brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam that made the air its only home.
Some say she wished too hard; some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day to find that she was gone.
The trees, they say, stood witness; the sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it said the story played out well.
She spread her arms out wide, breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...and then she was
gone.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
i shouldnt be doing this now.but i guess i am all burnt out already. i have no more motivation to carry on. yeap.
NO MORE.i feel like i am all drained out. lit hoi and math.
HOI HOI.
youyouyou. yes
YOU. the worst HOI teacher ever.
"i'm afraid i dont accept plans.."
yeah.
BULLSHIT. i hope socrates haunts you at night for being such a immoral teacher. everything about hoi class rocks but YOU.
MATH is totally discouraging. i dont know what to say.
someone kill me please. i spent 2 hours figuring the approximating binomial distribution last night. AND it didnt come out.
luckily tmr's not chem. another tiring subject. i'll just die from the brain draining concepts. i dont think i'll have the heart to learn any by tonight. i'm just too tired to do anything now.
....tomorrow, here we go ALLLL over again. i hate this.
i wish i wish for the day when i can just sit around and stare into the sky knowing that i dont need to do anything at all.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
i just had my last lesson of the year in trinity.
it was quite boring, dale just preparing us for the finals.
but the atmosphere was definately quite sad when everyone said their goodbyes or "thanks dale!".
DEARLY MISSED EAP 3G.
and it also means i am going back to sunny singapore!
its a win-lose situation.
no more tutes and lects! though i was supposed to go for HOI lect, but..OH WELL.
five long long days): i miss youuu my daily motivation.be back soon!
15th NOVEMBER 2006-TERM FOUR DRAMA EXAM.
9-11:30pm.
Evan Burge Theatre.
Presenting you with ROSE 4.
i need the whole world's sorrows to stop myself from laughing in the last scene tmr. we practised the last scene 10 thousand million times the day before till sikai and kelvin had to hug 10 thousand million times too. oops!pray that i will be able to pull it off tmr! our very last rehearsal WHICH we ended up rehearsing in the park cause the rooms in swanston and LSN were all fully booked. the drama season. the wind almost killed us.
without drama, i think i will feel very empty for the next few days. nothing to worry about, no mad rush to book the rooms, no more late dinner at 10pm, no more walking and singing with pheyyee, no more long skype talks. most importantly, no more pheyyee, kelvin, sikai and louis.
I MISS DRAMA.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
AHHH. so sad.
i never get to sit in evan burge theatre anymore.
neither will i get to stone in swanston theatre 1 or stare out of the big glass window for inspiration during math tute anymore.
i need motivation i need motivation.
TEN DAYS. i havent really touched hoi, lit and psych. please tell me i am screwed.
and MATH. david made it look so easy when he just wrote the solution on the board. i thought i could do. so i sat down and found myself still staring at a clean sheet of paper after 10mins. revision sucks. its so frustrating that i just wanted to cry.
CHEM.dont talk about it.
YY! i hope you feel better..hang in there! ((:
DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. i have drama tmr. hopefully we'll all be serious and louis wont laugh at the last scene again then i'll be able to go home early cause i have a date with math and chem.
Friday, November 10, 2006
so messy so messy.
i miss mummy and papa.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
WELCOME TO HOLLYWOOD, BABY;
what to say. 3rd of November-such a night of GLITZ AND GLAMOUR.
everyone just looked so shiny and posh. the limousines and horse carriages. dance floor and DJ.
other than my heels, the ball was absolutely FABULOUS. everyone was just
GLAM GLAM GLAM.
so many friends in such a short time, and we're all going to part in another weeks' time. how depressing. nevertheless, the ball was a BLAST .
I'M GONNA MISS MY DRAMA AND EAP CLASS!! )):
the funniest thing i heard that night:
jacq said, "throughout the whole dinner, i went to the toilet 6 times!! and out of which only 2 times i really did use the toilet. the other 4 times we were there taking photos."
HAHA.. really, what girls love to do.
anyway, platform one was next.
hmm..how to say. i dont think i'll ever want to go back there again.
so many familiar faces and so many unfamiliar faces.
ash tried to teach us how to dirty dance. so funny lah.
oh well,, for the experience.
i finally went for church again - PLANETSHAKERS accompanied by jacq and charis. they really earned their name man. in seconds, they had the whole hall on their feet worshipping the lord. really, the floor was shaking beneath me. i am glad i went and spent some time with god. thanks sikai for inviting me and jacq and charis for company!(: i would try to make this a habit.heh.
anyway, YOU. i really dont know what you want. my limit is reaching and you make me dread coming home everyday. can you just jolly-well keep your hands out of my business? i feel like kicking something right now.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
That I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side.
For just one more moment;
For just one more moment with you.
happyfirst ((:
what to say. 3rd of November-such a night of GLITZ AND GLAMOUR.