Don't be afraid to FLY.

2007-04-30T21:14:00.000+09:30

I've moved HERE.

2007-03-30T01:23:00.000+09:30

SEE. we're stressed by decision trees.

done by jacqapore. who always does random stuff. haha!

I HATE MANAGEMENT ESSAYS!

2007-03-26T06:48:00.000+09:30

i love the mornings.
its so nice and refreshing.
i wish i can just stare out of the window thinking about nothing at all.

but its pretty cold today.
i wonder why god made it so cold.

good morning, peeps.
have a great day ahead (:
i hope i do.

cheers.

2007-03-23T01:39:00.000+09:30

2007-03-21T23:45:00.000+09:30

finally finally FINALLY.

the intromicro FAT test is over. i think i hyperventilated just now. my demand curve never looked so crooked before. that half an hour was the fastest half an hour i have EVER had. i think i will do quite terribly.AHHH. but whatever.

i love today.
cause its the end of wednesday :DDD thats means i am almost free for 5 days! ALMOST. but then again i have so many assignments to doooooooo :((( one imtromicro assignment and 3 MPO essays. i really HATE MPO. cause i hate presentations. todays MPO lecture was quite funny though. someone fell off his chair!!! doesnt sound funny but very funny. hahahahaha!!

anywayyyyy, YY i really miss you!
i wish we can talk for hours and hours on end about anything under the sun just like before. i'm sure we have already started bitching since....

till..

and babe, it will never end(: i miss you THIS much!

andddd!! GOOD LUCK to FeNgyuN9 :DD i know i know you can do it!

Fall seven times, stand up eight.

soooo...time to kick some management ass

tomorrow!

take care everyone.

2007-03-14T19:08:00.000+09:30

today, lala and i were talking about dialects.

me: so what dialect are you?
lala: umm..my mum's hakka and my dad is a teochew.
me: ohhh..
lala: OH! so that makes me a HA-CHEW!

HAHAHAHA. it kept me laughing for sometime.
classes today were fine EXCEPT for management. DAMN i really hate management now. i better get my participation marks. and i have another assignment coming up :((( i swear melb uni is trying to kill me.

YUNNNN, dont fret my dear. i'm sure everything will turn out fine (: and trust me, you will have a GREAT holiday! work hard!

MUSIC and LYRICS rocks by the way (:

tohtingxuan thinks this font is nice!!!

anyway, some people just have a problem with something that isnt a problem at all. bug off.

okayyy, i better start on my homework.

peace and love, people.

peace and love.

2007-03-07T21:34:00.000+09:30

i dont quite like my tuesdays and wednesdays.

they are just longlonglong days. especially the 2-hr management lectures. CAN DIE. 2 hours is just way too long for me. anyway, a quarter of the people left during the break and damn, we should have left too! lala was so bored that she started drawing hair on my toes.

nothing much going on in uni life just that my name got pronounced as "zye min" and jacq laughed like nobody business. aww..but i still love you jacq! and jacq fell into her laundry basket. hahaha!! 513 rocks. and thanks to TTOH who has been faithfully serving the household by providing dinner every night. haha! no one else can make me laugh as hard with your retarded face.

and yes, i have 3 essays on management waiting for me to do by the end of this month. END OF THIS MONTH. slap me and kill me please. i HATE essays. i tried to ask my mum for help on Human Resource. and believe me, she sounded like the most intelligent woman on earth. usually she would just shut up when it comes to maths, physics and chinese. but she went on and on about HR. well, she should, since she spends most of her time with it than at home. my parents rock. i really miss them :( hmm..my dad just called and "are you eating enough?", "stand up and let me take a good look at you.", "do you miss us?"

yes, i do.

very much.

anyway, i hope you dont stress out too much okay! "One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower." keep pressing on!:DD i'll be here always.

i hope everyone's doing fine out there(:

when someone said count your blessings now..

Laugh like there's no tomorrow!

2007-02-26T21:09:00.000+09:30

I wanna be as happy as him

2007-02-24T02:03:00.000+09:30

i love my timetable i love my timetable i love i love i love it! :DD uni's been pretty slack now other then the subject enrolment thing, yeah life's good. i still miss home very muchh. my clothes feel different and my bed feels smaller. maybe palmerston is really good, so good that i felt so at home and never felt this homesick when i am in stupid ARROWS. arrows dryer suck. well, at least i have 513! 513 forever :D

i think i have been on a losing streak recently. i lost my keys 4 times in a week! the keys are CURSED. and ting has been on a dating streak like i have been on a losing streak cause she has ----, who is going to cook breakfast for her and her 2 adorable housemates! the reason why i have housemates. haha. KIDDING! cheers, girl! victoria market and no heartache :D aww..i wish i was on a dating streak toooo! nah, i am kidding too. i will only date YOU (:
well, here's to slack uni life!

2007-02-18T01:46:00.000+09:30

:(
really really really really really miss this alot.

011006 <3

2007-02-13T02:21:00.000+09:30

SEE YOU, SINGAPORE.
may you have more shopping malls and sales!
may you have a wonderful valentine's day and CNY without me ):
may you keep safe those i love very very dearly.

till then...i'll see you soonn

2007-02-09T16:44:00.000+09:30

hellllooooooo. i just finished packing half of my room! my table is almost cleared! i see its surface! my luggage is more or less filled (tohtingxuan:okay lah, i left some space for you to put some stuff. SOME only ah!). but my luggage cant fit the hula hoop i bought :(((( anyway, it's back to melbourne in another three days! just when the fun's starting.. oh well, whateverr. so much for the 2 month darn LOOOONG holiday that seems long but actually it isnt.

i wish you will just shut the crap up now.
and it's just YOU and your pack of lies.
DAMN.

2007-02-06T15:52:00.000+09:30

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
i feel like biting something right now.
nonono, i'm GOOD! i'm just ---------, that's all (:

2007-02-04T15:44:00.000+09:30

i am quite tired actually. i swear my eyebags have gotten worse. so i am going to sleep them back! wooo.
almost two days spent with the girls. but definately a night to remember. interesting experience. haha but i still hate smoke.

jun's partayy was goood! DISCO. haha. everyone was quite dressed and the food was just HMMMM.. we met some of jun's hilarious friends, caught up with the baldies and their stories and of course PHOTOSS (:
hmm..i've been shoppingg lately! i bought a pair of shoes, 2 shirts, 4 pairs earrings and a bag :DD
hows that in 2 days? haha. theres more to come!! woohoo.

anddddd GET WELL SOON my dear :D
i hope to see you smile again!

alright, i shall be a good girl and accompany my mum on her shopping trip. heh!
bye kids!

and baby, that'll be my one last vow.

2007-02-01T13:09:00.000+09:30

just like the good ol' times.

nonsensical laughter and gross combinations of food.

but how i miss them so very muchh :)

melissa's gross noodle she tried to fry.

the melissa i'll always loveee :DD

gross fried keropok that melissa tried to fry AGAIN. haha.

FULL of plates.

nic and i. woohoo soccer rules!

we're full and happy people :D

the SEXXAY mel and I

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

to end my wonderful dayy (:

AND for the laughter we shared,

for those hands I'll miss,

happy fourth my dear (:

2007-01-21T23:47:00.000+09:30

its back to WORK tomorrow!!

i cant wait, i cant wait, i cant wait................to take leave!

so TING, (oops =x) i mean REANN! hurry date me! haha!

i watched BLOOD DIAMOND. no wonder its nc16. theres like shooting every three minutes. i wanted to watch HAVEN cause cause cause......orlando bloom!! :DD BUT its m18 which would probably mean even more shooting. i wont give up! i'll watch it some day. but overall, blood diamond was goooooood. except for the boy who sat next to me kept laughing at all the wrong parts, RIGHT? haha. i'll never forget the long walks :)))

it's just times like these when i wish time would come to a standstill.

when you got to leave, it makes you wanna stay.

2007-01-19T20:22:00.000+09:30

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY.

2007-01-17T01:28:00.000+09:30

my favouritestestestestest couple - IVAN and ALLISON.
i think they make to hottest pair man.
one day i am so going to learn that dance.

okay, i am kidding.
this comtemporary just ROCKS.

2007-01-13T02:38:00.000+09:30

the very one thing that made my lousy crap FRIDAY.

speciality from TOHTINGXUAN and YEOWYIJUN.

so pretty:DD

thankyou ting thankyou thankyou thankyou for everything.

you know i love you! i really do!!:D

2007-01-12T14:32:00.000+09:30

i am so pissed so pissed SO PISSEDDDDD!
its not as if i dont make time. i do okay?! I DO!
so stop jumping to conclusions!
ARGHH.

2007-01-06T01:54:00.000+09:30

i'm here to complain about work.

working is not easy. it so isnt.
especially when theres nobody around to entertain me. BORING. only near forties to fifties people. i mean what can we talk about? yeah, studying in australia, how do i get to work and tax invoices and MORE tax invoices -.- AND the most frequently heard "joo khim the daughter ah? aiyoh, buay jiang leh. (dont look alike in hokkien)" anything but orlando bloom. GENERATION GAP, sorry but just dont click? its quite pressurising to be my mum's daughter since i think the whole building knows her. i have to think twice even if i want to surf the net or doze off for a little while during work. and knowing what the aunties do best, gossip. and i dont think i want to put anymore pressure on my mum since shes alr having a bad time at work. yeap! thats means my percentage of making mistakes during work have to be almost ZERO. no, actually absolute ZERO.
suddenly i just feel like picking up a schoolbag and go to school like any other student. to sit in assembly or devotion and hearing the school bell ring and singing the national anthem. i guess that part of my life is already over.
welcome to the real world, babe! soon i'll be sitting in a office typing away on a computer. and yah, the irony of it all, ktjie yy and i were taking and it seems that all three of us took different paths-junior college, polytechinic, overseas study, and yet we all end up taking courses along the same line-banking, finance, commerce, accounting. how ironic.
okayy, i'm just looking forward to the money and the shopping and the outingss! money money come my wayyyy. I LOVE YOUUU.

okay, bed minus 7 am here i come! (:

2006-12-31T19:37:00.000+09:30

TWO THOUSAND AND SEVEN. 二 O O 七.

it feels really good. whatever things, its a new year. this year is like so fast so fast. it seems like yesterday when i just stepped into melbourne as strangers and now its like a second home........at least for another 3 years.
thank god for EVERYTHING and god. the blessings, the glitches, the family, the friends, the good food, the shopping followed by the nagging, the love, the quarrels, the FATS, the never founded favourite earring ):, the terrible organic chem, the long walks in the tornado-fied winds to school, the drama exams, the teachers plus the @$#@!$@# HOI teacher and the one who i'll never forget, FeNgyuN9! (: through it all through it all, i'm glad i survived.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION: commerce graduate of melboune university year 2009, to complete goong before i return andd...i'll think about it.

HAPPY 2007 TO THE WORLD!

2006-12-30T03:10:00.000+09:30

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

-SLOW DANCE

2006-12-25T22:45:00.000+09:30

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
christmas is different this year. i dont know why. it just is. hmm..
i've got really nice stuff from everyone! thank you thank you thank you!
and to ting! hang in there hang in there! we still have 513 to look forward to!((:

my mum's pestering me to go work. booo. that'll mean my free time gone. oh well. i'll play real hard cause soon i'll be back in melbourne studying .. econs? which i have no idea what is it about and not looking forward to.
christmas is good! i love christmases right? right. if only everyday was christmas..
i wish i wish.
all i want for christmas is ..

2006-12-10T15:44:00.000+09:30

i guess i'll miss melbourne afterall..

its just those times we'll never get back.

BYEBYE.

2006-12-05T18:33:00.000+09:30

sometimes things just get a little too overwhelming.
too much.
too overboard.

you are so selfish.

2006-12-03T23:19:00.000+09:30

SHMILY

My grandparents were married for over half a century, and played their own special game from the time they had met each other. The goal of their game was to write the word "shmily" in a surprise place for the other to find. They took turns leaving "shmily" around the house, and as soon as one of them discovered it, it was their turn to hide it once more.

They dragged "shmily" with their fingers through the sugar and flour containers to await whoever was preparing the next meal. They smeared it in the dew on the windows overlooking the patio where my grandma always fed us warm, homemade pudding with blue food coloring. "Shmily"was written in the steam left on the mirror after a hot shower, where it would reappear bath after bath. At one point, my grandmother even unrolled an entire roll of toilet paper to leave "shmily" on the very last sheet. There was no end to the places "shmily" would pop up. Little notes with "shmily" scribbled hurriedly were found on dashboards and car seats, or taped to steering wheels. The notes were stuffed inside shoes and left under pillows. "Shmily" was written in the dust upon the mantel and traced in the ashes of the fireplace. This mysterious word was as much a part of my grandparents' house as the furniture.

It took me a long time before I was able to fully appreciate my grandparents' game. Skepticism has kept me from believing in true love-one that is pure and enduring. However, I never doubted my grandparents' relationship. They had love down pat. It was more than their flirtatious little games; it was a way of life. Their relationship was based on a devotion and passionate affection which not everyone is lucky experience.

Grandma and Grandpa held hands every chance they could. They stole kisses as they bumped into each other in their tiny kitchen. They finished each other's sentences and shared the daily crossword puzzle and word jumble. My grandma whispered to me about how cute my grandpa was, how handsome and old he had grown to be. She claimed that she really knew "how to pick 'em."Before every meal they bowed their heads and gave thanks, marveling at their blessings: a wonderful family, good fortune, and each other.

But there was a dark cloud in my grandparents' life: my grandmother had breast cancer. The disease had first appeared ten years earlier. As always, Grandpa was with her every step of the way. He comforted her in their yellow room, painted that way so that she could always be surrounded by sunshine, even when she was too sick to go outside.

Now the cancer was again attacking her body. With the help of a cane and my grandfather's steady hand, they went to church every morning. But my grandmother grew steadily weaker until, finally, she could not leave the house anymore. For a while, Grandpa would go to church alone, praying to God to watch over his wife. Then one day, what we all dreaded finally happened.Grandma was gone.

"Shmily." It was scrawled in yellow on the pink ribbons of my grandmother's funeral bouquet. As the crowd thinned and the last mourners turned to leave, my aunts, uncles, cousins and other family members came forward and gathered around Grandma one last time. Grandpa stepped up to my grandmother's casket and, taking a shaky breath, he began to sing to her. Through his tears and grief, the song came, a deep and throaty lullaby.Shaking with my own sorrow, I will never forget that moment. For I knew that, although I couldn't begin to fathom the depth of their love, I had been privileged to witness its unmatched beauty.

S-h-m-i-l-y: See How Much I Love You.

2006-11-25T22:10:00.000+09:30

She chose to walk alone, though others wondered why.
Refused to look before her, kept eyes cast upwards towards the sky.
She didn't have companions; no need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom from what she felt were puppet strings.
She longed to be a bird, that she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass, for planted they would stay.
She longed to be a flame that brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam that made the air its only home.
Some say she wished too hard; some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day to find that she was gone.

The trees, they say, stood witness; the sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it said the story played out well.
She spread her arms out wide, breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...and then she was

gone.

2006-11-23T19:19:00.000+09:30

i shouldnt be doing this now.but i guess i am all burnt out already. i have no more motivation to carry on. yeap.
NO MORE.
i feel like i am all drained out. lit hoi and math.

HOI HOI. youyouyou. yes YOU. the worst HOI teacher ever.
"i'm afraid i dont accept plans.."
yeah. BULLSHIT. i hope socrates haunts you at night for being such a immoral teacher. everything about hoi class rocks but YOU.

MATH is totally discouraging. i dont know what to say.
someone kill me please. i spent 2 hours figuring the approximating binomial distribution last night. AND it didnt come out.
luckily tmr's not chem. another tiring subject. i'll just die from the brain draining concepts. i dont think i'll have the heart to learn any by tonight. i'm just too tired to do anything now.
....tomorrow, here we go ALLLL over again. i hate this.

i wish i wish for the day when i can just sit around and stare into the sky knowing that i dont need to do anything at all.

2006-11-14T14:35:00.000+09:30

i just had my last lesson of the year in trinity.

it was quite boring, dale just preparing us for the finals.

but the atmosphere was definately quite sad when everyone said their goodbyes or "thanks dale!".

DEARLY MISSED EAP 3G.

and it also means i am going back to sunny singapore!
its a win-lose situation.

no more tutes and lects! though i was supposed to go for HOI lect, but..OH WELL.

five long long days): i miss youuu my daily motivation.be back soon!

15th NOVEMBER 2006-TERM FOUR DRAMA EXAM.

9-11:30pm.

Evan Burge Theatre.

Presenting you with ROSE 4.

i need the whole world's sorrows to stop myself from laughing in the last scene tmr. we practised the last scene 10 thousand million times the day before till sikai and kelvin had to hug 10 thousand million times too. oops!pray that i will be able to pull it off tmr! our very last rehearsal WHICH we ended up rehearsing in the park cause the rooms in swanston and LSN were all fully booked. the drama season. the wind almost killed us.

without drama, i think i will feel very empty for the next few days. nothing to worry about, no mad rush to book the rooms, no more late dinner at 10pm, no more walking and singing with pheyyee, no more long skype talks. most importantly, no more pheyyee, kelvin, sikai and louis.

I MISS DRAMA.

2006-11-11T01:13:00.000+09:30

AHHH. so sad.
i never get to sit in evan burge theatre anymore.
neither will i get to stone in swanston theatre 1 or stare out of the big glass window for inspiration during math tute anymore.

i need motivation i need motivation.
TEN DAYS. i havent really touched hoi, lit and psych. please tell me i am screwed.
and MATH. david made it look so easy when he just wrote the solution on the board. i thought i could do. so i sat down and found myself still staring at a clean sheet of paper after 10mins. revision sucks. its so frustrating that i just wanted to cry.
CHEM.dont talk about it.

YY! i hope you feel better..hang in there! ((:
DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. i have drama tmr. hopefully we'll all be serious and louis wont laugh at the last scene again then i'll be able to go home early cause i have a date with math and chem.

2006-11-10T00:38:00.000+09:30

so messy so messy.
i miss mummy and papa.

2006-11-05T12:50:00.000+09:30

WELCOME TO HOLLYWOOD, BABY;

what to say. 3rd of November-such a night of GLITZ AND GLAMOUR.
everyone just looked so shiny and posh. the limousines and horse carriages. dance floor and DJ.
other than my heels, the ball was absolutely FABULOUS. everyone was just

GLAM GLAM GLAM.
so many friends in such a short time, and we're all going to part in another weeks' time. how depressing. nevertheless, the ball was a BLAST .

I'M GONNA MISS MY DRAMA AND EAP CLASS!! )):

the funniest thing i heard that night:

jacq said, "throughout the whole dinner, i went to the toilet 6 times!! and out of which only 2 times i really did use the toilet. the other 4 times we were there taking photos."
HAHA.. really, what girls love to do.

anyway, platform one was next.
hmm..how to say. i dont think i'll ever want to go back there again.
so many familiar faces and so many unfamiliar faces.
ash tried to teach us how to dirty dance. so funny lah.
oh well,, for the experience.

i finally went for church again - PLANETSHAKERS accompanied by jacq and charis. they really earned their name man. in seconds, they had the whole hall on their feet worshipping the lord. really, the floor was shaking beneath me. i am glad i went and spent some time with god. thanks sikai for inviting me and jacq and charis for company!(: i would try to make this a habit.heh.

anyway, YOU. i really dont know what you want. my limit is reaching and you make me dread coming home everyday. can you just jolly-well keep your hands out of my business? i feel like kicking something right now.

2006-11-01T18:39:00.000+09:30

That I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side.
For just one more moment;
For just one more moment with you.
happyfirst ((:

I WONDER.

2006-10-30T09:47:00.000+09:30

IWONDER.

Tragic morning to begin with.
Othello, Desdemona, Iago, Emilia and Roderigo dies.
AND i have to write an essay on these dead people on the 21st of november. funny.

why do all the bad things happen together?
Daylight savings has to end in october which means i have one less hour of sleep, one less hour and study and 3 awfully long hours ahead of singapore. ):
Its three weeks ahead of major term 4 exams. the ones that decide whether i can be a commerce student in melbourne uni next year. and i havent really covered alot. ))):
AND following by the fully booked flights before 19th. why why why. spoiler spoiler.really such a spoiler. ))))):

okay. i really havent got much time to waste now thanks to daylight savings.
i am off to write a whole toilet roll of questions on the hoi exam to bombard clare later. HAH. you just wait clare. i'll make sure i flood you with my toilet roll of questions so you'll stop asking me to refer to TCOLE again.
and...imissyouFeNgYun9.haha.youmakemecomplete. ((:

iwonderiwonder if you'll remember..

2006-10-28T15:34:00.000+09:30

I am so frustated NOW.
ANGRYYY.
Flights are all booked on the 7th 8th or 9th and even maybe 10th.
that means i have to come back on the 19th.
PLEASE give me ANYTHING else but 19th and more. What am i going to do till the 19th?? shop?Toh and i would comb every single shopping mall, shop and DFO of melbourne alr man.
AND i swear i will finish spending the rest of my savings. and by then my mum would KILL me.

Seriously, they should have 5 FLIGHTS out everyday in december.
At least if i was the owner of SIA, i would have made it 10 flights out everyday in december.
But if i was the owner of SIA, i could fly back to singapore like every weekend!
Okay, i wouldnt even be studying now if i was the owner. whatever.i am going off topic.

now i wish i knew the pilot or some manager person of SQ228.
ARGH.

sohy is officially going to get cut off from the outside world now. that means i cant talk to her anymore ): to sohy's dad: please give her back her computer and handphone! pleasepleaseplease.

the hail yesterday night ended up in freezing rain which lasted for i swear less than 30 seconds. so weird. i opened the door, saw the rain closed the door and opened it again and it was rain-less. AND ice cold. talk about the arrival of spring.

I WANT TO GO BACK ON THE 8TH!!! )):

2006-10-26T23:16:00.000+09:30

dale says "4 more lessons of EAP."
saddening.
no more colourful stockings and funny actions. ):

hmmm. everyone seems to have their problem of their own and so have i.
hope it all goes well.
drama was DAMN funny today. it's always so funny everytime. ILOVEDRAMA.
"I love bags! Do you? Prada, Gucci, LV, Chanel. You name it, I have it." - sophie

eightyseveneightyseveneightyseven.i want my eightseven.

2006-10-22T00:43:00.000+09:30

AHHHH. ABSOLUTE BEAUTIES.

2006-10-21T23:16:00.000+09:30

As we grow up,
we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken,
probably more than once, and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

hmmm.

I'm going jogging with toh tmr! yay. burn of all the guilt.

to YY, dont fret my dear one. believe me everything will turn out fine((:

2006-10-18T16:25:00.000+09:30

BYE LAB ):
BYE LUCY )):
BYE EAP PRESENTATION :)
HELLO INTENSIVE DRAMA! :))))

and soon it'll be BYE TRINITY.
time is such a monster.

I'll be there,
When the stars don't shine.
Till the heavens burst,
And the words don't rhyme.